keep me in your prayers

Last Thursday i found out i am pregnant, shock, gasp.... anyway i have been spotting since Sunday morning, old blood but still enough to have me wondering what is going on. had another ultrasound today, luckily there was only one baby in there, no heartbeat yet but not uncommon for seven weeks. i had blood drawn today and will get the results tomorrow to see if my numbers are going up. I am extremely tired, nauseated from 4-8 pm everyday so far, and just all around anxious. this was a complete surprise, if i am going to miscarry i just want to get it over and done with rather than this long waiting. ughh. i will let you all know tomorrow how it goes, i am seven weeks now. anyhow keep me in your prayers i really need the sanity, okay what sanity i do have, hard to keep sanity with triplets. i can't pick up my kids which is so hard for me not to do but i do have to say my back feels like a million bucks and i can't work out which you all know is killing me. Heck i have even given up my diet mountain dew. oh well i am exhausted and ready for bed. good night.